Fuck my brain
because I want you to come inside my head
and memorize the lines on my brain stem
I want you to know my thoughts
crave my brain waves
jump into my soul
fill me up to the brim with you.
Every up has a down
but I’m not ready to go down with you
every beginning has an end
but I want the end to be longer
and I keep praying to a savior
that I can’t trust
and I keep saying that I’m in love
but have fallen in lust
temples will crumble
and so will I
the rain will fall
along with my eyes
because I cannot form words to make it right
I can’t make it easier for you to sleep at night
some nights I still feel your hand in mine
it’s funny how these little things were so important at the time
and even now I still get cold imagining your hand colliding with someone new
but my hand turned to glass
it was too fragile to hold you
and the night calls me in like wave to the sea
and I’ve grown so weak
I long to be set free
but the sun still calls every morning
begging me to believe in miracles
im still drawing circles on my skin
I want to be a line that never ends.
I could never really find myself but…
I found you.
Sitting on my porch with that look in your eye
your skin coarse from the medicine
the affliction
it feels good when you’re hitting
until you’re tired
beginning.
I began, we began when I was still fishing
dragging my lure on the bottom just to test the water
then you bit.
You bit the line
and it forced me into the water with you
I struggled
bur not for long, your loving arms
are the waves beneath me
sink me
let’s get caught together
cemetery weather
in the….
Sometimes we just need to be reminded of the things that we shouldn’t live without.
Sometimes all I need to make the pain of distance go away
is for you to tell me that you love me, in a sleepy haze
skype calling is alright, but I miss the call of your skin
and if your bones are too much to carry, let me jump right in.
I love you.
If I think about it hard enough, it’s almost like your lips are touching mine. My lips remember.
There’s a theme to this madness
A cure to this sadness
Inside you is a match
I light to
Catch myself
On
Fire
and I burn so beautiful
deep down inside of you
I never want to be put out.
Go to school and get a job
raise a family that america would want
that america would flaunt with christian value
forget those words that others told you
be yourself?
No. be like us.
Get married and have kids so you can populate the US
so they can get fat off of greed like us
so they can learn how to cheat like us
discrimination is the only thing we have in common
BE A FUCKING MAN
men don’t like other men
do you really want to be a BITCH?
you can’t serve in the military if they know that shit
make momma proud, no. make daddy proud
fight in a war and come home suicidal
break your bones to be patriotic
learn racism from news stations
embrace the ignorance of politics
mold yourself into the perfect fit
a million fucking hypocrites.
Pessimistic people
never get hopeful things done
they’re like trying to stop war
with loaded guns
I would write a thousand poems and I would make things right again
To have you stand right in front of me
Giving me those eyes again
Eyes that could kill a man
Good thing i’m a wom….
When you went away
I packed bags for myself
I tried to get away too
I even tried asking for help
But when someone came
You were too far gone
So I cried that day
All day long
and I was hoping that maybe
your heart would find a piece of me left
so I could see your sweet eyes
and feel your warm breath
